I don't think I'm happy

比如說只想寫想寫的東西結果大部分時間都在寫廣告稿或一堆自己都不愛看的稿子，自覺沒有才華真是面目可憎。
比如說明明不爽到極點還得繼續陪笑然後任由別人嘻笑奚落讓中學時的爛回憶又在腦中浮上畫面令人覺得悲哀年紀一把依然遭遇這種尷尬境況毫無反駁之力不知道是不是自己太Nerd太不懂反擊太不聰明太軟弱。 比如說每一次的與人相處受到劍刺刀砍後總是只得自己默默檢討隨後下定決心把身上戾氣收埋再收埋直到外表溫和軟弱如好捏軟柿子最後無害如尼姑最後不知道是不是只能為不斷為別人改變再改變的自己感到悲哀。
比如說明明懶得講話不得不講明明不想應酬不得不應酬明明不想拍馬不得不三不五時拍馬聞香。
我不快樂，我是知道的。

Welcome Home by Radical Face

在Nikon的發布會上聽到了這首歌後，憑著記下來的兩三句詞找到了它。
特別喜歡底下的某個comment，
"everyday i listen to this song in the morning before i go to school it makes me love the life. "
有些歌就是有這樣的力量。
讓這首歌被廣泛留意，Nikon 廣告該記上一功。


Welcome Home by Radical Face (from lyricsmania)

Sleep don't visit, so I choke on sun
And the days blur into one
And the backs of my eyes hum with things I've never done
Sheets are swaying from an old clothesline

Like a row of captured ghosts over old dead grass
Was never much but we made the most
Welcome home

Ships are launching from my chest
Some have names but most do not
If you find one, please let me know what piece I've lost

Heal the scars from off my back
I don't need them anymore
You can throw them out or keep them in your mason jars
I've come home

All my nightmares escaped my head
Bar the door, please don't let them in
You were never supposed to leave
Now my head's splitting at the seams
And I don't know if I can

Here, beneath my lungs, I feel your thumbs press into my skin again